Friday, March 22, 2013
Friday, March 1, 2013
MOMMY WILL ALWAYS BE IN YOUR HEART HAYDEN MICHAEL HICKS!!!!
You HOLD your children's in your arm's for a SHORT little while
But you will HOLD them in your HEART Always and FOREVER
Hayden Michael Hicks I miss you so much my little love bug! I want to say that I am so very sorry for all the Pain an suffering that you are enduring right now as I write this. Mommy has been trying her best to get you back home safe but CPS has Kidnapped you and they gave you to Josh you new Foster Dad!
I pray everyday that passes that you are safe and that God keeps you safe and out of harm. I want you to know that I never ever wanted for this to happen and I did everything in my POWER to try to get you back! CPS told me that I wasn't a good Mommy and that I might put you in Danger so they had to take my Parental Right's from me and put you up for Adoption! Understand that CPS made a lot of money off of you and didn't once ever stop and think what was really Best for you.
You and Me are so Close and every second that your not here with me make's me hurt more then words can describe. I try my best everyday to keep going but it's the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. You are my whole world and I just can't bare to think that I have to live years and years without you and you have to live without your mother.
The people that have destroyed you and me will have to answer to GOD for this and I pray that God forgive's them for this act of pure EVIL! God doesn't like ugly just remember that my love bug. I will never stop fighting for you ever.
Hayden what has happened isn't your fault my love, you are the best little guy ever and I would give anything to have you next to me. I just want to hold you and look at your big beautiful blue eyes! I miss you little voice, I miss my buddy. Without you here is like my Heart isn't beating anymore. I have a knot in my belly that hasn't gone away since you have been Kidnapped!
One day Hayden you will find me or I will find you and together we will have JUSTICE. Stay strong keep fighting for me and I promise I will be right here for you no matter what! CPS can never take my love for you away they can only make it stronger. Okay my lover Mommy is so sad and sorry that we can't be together right now but Hayden you live inside my soul and I live inside you soul so we are always together no matter what happens.
I LOVE YOU BABY BOY!!!! Jesus Loves You Too
Thursday, February 21, 2013
Losing My Parental Right's
I can't describe what it feels like having to be without your child every single day knowing that he's out there with a man all alone missing you more then ever!
How can a government agency have so much power? I'll tell you How, We the people have been allowing and accepting this to happen because we think that we are protecting children but what the American's don't know is that CPS is taking children for profit from poor mother's and family's.
Children are 7 times more likely to be abused in foster care and at the hands of CPS! My son has had a bloody penis, a rash all over his body from crying for so long for me, he got a diaper rash on his bottom that his skin was peeling and every time he moved he would scream, he also got a blood clot on his cheek that lasted 5 weeks and it has now scared his little face!
When Hayden was removed he had never been without me! He never left my side , I would even take him to work with me because I didn't want to leave him with anyone! My son an I were extremely close and when CPS ripped him out of my world it completely destroyed Him!!! This is CRAZY and I will never stop this Battle for my son.
If you are reading this and would like to help me in this fight please contact me I need all the Support and Help possible I will stop at nothing to bring justice for all the PAIN and SUFFERING that CPS and The Court System has inflicted on my Child and Myself!
Let's all stand tall and fight for the release of OUR children that have been KIDNAPPED and are being held against their will at the hands of our own Government agencies CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICE'S.
PLEASE I MISS MY BABY BOY SO VERY MUCH AND HE MISSES ME HELP ME TO BRING HAYDEN HOME WHERE HE BELONGS AND NEEDS TO BE!
How can a government agency have so much power? I'll tell you How, We the people have been allowing and accepting this to happen because we think that we are protecting children but what the American's don't know is that CPS is taking children for profit from poor mother's and family's.
Children are 7 times more likely to be abused in foster care and at the hands of CPS! My son has had a bloody penis, a rash all over his body from crying for so long for me, he got a diaper rash on his bottom that his skin was peeling and every time he moved he would scream, he also got a blood clot on his cheek that lasted 5 weeks and it has now scared his little face!
When Hayden was removed he had never been without me! He never left my side , I would even take him to work with me because I didn't want to leave him with anyone! My son an I were extremely close and when CPS ripped him out of my world it completely destroyed Him!!! This is CRAZY and I will never stop this Battle for my son.
If you are reading this and would like to help me in this fight please contact me I need all the Support and Help possible I will stop at nothing to bring justice for all the PAIN and SUFFERING that CPS and The Court System has inflicted on my Child and Myself!
Let's all stand tall and fight for the release of OUR children that have been KIDNAPPED and are being held against their will at the hands of our own Government agencies CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICE'S.
PLEASE I MISS MY BABY BOY SO VERY MUCH AND HE MISSES ME HELP ME TO BRING HAYDEN HOME WHERE HE BELONGS AND NEEDS TO BE!
Saturday, February 9, 2013
Stop CPS Now !!! Free OUR Children: I'm so Afraid!! Why is this happening????
Stop CPS Now !!! Free OUR Children: I'm so Afraid!! Why is this happening????: I want the world to understand what is really going on in America today. We no longer have our Civil and Constitutional Right's! Why are we ...
Friday, February 1, 2013
Thursday, January 31, 2013
CPS GONE EVIL!!! SAVE OUR BABIES
Let me tell the story from when this case first got started! I had a boyfriend he was a bit older then me and had just been through a long hard divorce. He had a Ex wife that didn't like me much because of my age and because I was white. She harassed me and him for years, driving to our home cussing us out , screaming and yelling in the front yard, she would even come inside sometimes.
This went on for years and then I got pregnant with Hayden and she didn't like that at all and either did my boyfriends family. They all would tell me that I should of had an abortion and his ex would call me and say that My boyfriend didn't want Hayden and that the whole family thinks that Hayden is too white for the family. I was shocked, but my boyfriend would always deny that and tell me that he knew Hayden was his. Well my boyfriend went to jail in Feb of 2010 and Hayden an Myself were living in my boyfriends home where I had lived for Several years and this was the only home that Hayden ever knew. CPS started coming over while my boyfriend was in jail. They came to my home 2 times before on false allegations and I drug tested and they closed both cases, now the Ex wife and Hayden's Grandmother were making these call out of meanness and to get me out of the Family home!
Now my boyfriend comes home in Aug 2010 and Cps was called once again and it was the Grandmother that called and said all kinds of lies to Cps, CPS came out Sept 18 2010 they told me I had to Sign a Safety Plan if I wanted to keep my child in my home, so I was forced into signing something that gives them the right to take my child. I had my child for 9 days and Cps came out and told me that I needed to leave my home now! I didn't know what to do I told them that I didn't have anywhere to go. They asked Michael if he would move out and he said for what? He didn't have anywhere to go either. The Social Workers told me that they were taking Hayden into custody!!! I said no Please don't do that my boyfriend told the workers okay I'll move out and they can stay here. Cps said " SORRY OPTION'S OFF THE TABLE "!!! I was freaked out that was the worst day of my life, I will never get over this and either will my son Hayden! He lost everything that day and so did I. Now this Case when on for a very long time and I'll write more on it but I just want everyone to understand that I was a Victim of Domestic Violence not a Child Abuser!
A mother and her child should never have to experience this Trauma and Grief My son was always very well taken care of and never once even had a diaper rash until he was in the hands of Child Protective Service's. Hayden was so poorly cared for it is unreal. I had to tell the Foster Agency that you need to take my child to the doctor his bottom was bleeding and he was screaming every time he moved. Hayden got a bruise on his face that now has scared and last 5 weeks and turned into a hematoma on his little cheek, he had a bloody penis and rashes. I mean to take him from me and treat him like a dog or something is CRAZY! There is much more in this case it's would be too much for one blog but just understand it's time to STOP this Child Trafficking Ring and get our Babies back home where they belong!
I'm so Afraid!! Why is this happening????
I want the world to understand what is really going on in America today. We no longer have our Civil and Constitutional Right's! Why are we allowing our own Government to SELL our Flesh and blood to stranger's???
My son is all alone with some man that I don't know and there is not one thing that I can do about it. If your a mother and this was you what would you do? All the Mother's and Family's need to Gather together and FIGHT against CPS. If we all stand up and say this is enough we want our children back, our government will start to listen they won't have a choice
Our children are waiting for us! They are LOST and SCARED without there loving family's. We can't allow for our Government to Keep making a PROFIT from our Children. These children our the future and If we keep allowing for CPS to Violate our Right's and the Right's of our Children Our whole Nation will become Destroyed!
Child Protective Service's has way too much power over our Kids. I'm not saying that there are kids that really do need a loving family and that are really being abused because there are. But to come into a home and Take a baby from his own mother because she was being abused is completely unfair and Cruel I'm a Victim and I needed help but to steal my baby an leave me in the home with my abuser is heartless and very sad.
I love my son an I'm the best mom that I can be. I don't have much but I give my child everything that he needs. I'm not perfect and yes I make mistakes but that doesn't make me a bad Mom! My child has always been first in my life and I didn't do anything to deserve this Punishment and either did my baby!
If I am losing my parental right's then there needs to be a JURY TRIAL! This is like a Death Sentence and It's only fair that I get a Fair Trial. Why dose one person get to decide the rest of my son's live and mine? If I did something wrong why didn't I go to Jail for putting my child in Danger??? This System is messed up beyond repair.
One day We all will have the Justice that we all Deserve because we all have been ROBBED and are own Government is doing this!!! Stand Up And Fight NOW And FOREVER! Don't Ever Give Up We Can Win This Battle. Mommy Loves You Hayden!!!
My son is all alone with some man that I don't know and there is not one thing that I can do about it. If your a mother and this was you what would you do? All the Mother's and Family's need to Gather together and FIGHT against CPS. If we all stand up and say this is enough we want our children back, our government will start to listen they won't have a choice
Our children are waiting for us! They are LOST and SCARED without there loving family's. We can't allow for our Government to Keep making a PROFIT from our Children. These children our the future and If we keep allowing for CPS to Violate our Right's and the Right's of our Children Our whole Nation will become Destroyed!
Child Protective Service's has way too much power over our Kids. I'm not saying that there are kids that really do need a loving family and that are really being abused because there are. But to come into a home and Take a baby from his own mother because she was being abused is completely unfair and Cruel I'm a Victim and I needed help but to steal my baby an leave me in the home with my abuser is heartless and very sad.
I love my son an I'm the best mom that I can be. I don't have much but I give my child everything that he needs. I'm not perfect and yes I make mistakes but that doesn't make me a bad Mom! My child has always been first in my life and I didn't do anything to deserve this Punishment and either did my baby!
If I am losing my parental right's then there needs to be a JURY TRIAL! This is like a Death Sentence and It's only fair that I get a Fair Trial. Why dose one person get to decide the rest of my son's live and mine? If I did something wrong why didn't I go to Jail for putting my child in Danger??? This System is messed up beyond repair.
One day We all will have the Justice that we all Deserve because we all have been ROBBED and are own Government is doing this!!! Stand Up And Fight NOW And FOREVER! Don't Ever Give Up We Can Win This Battle. Mommy Loves You Hayden!!!
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Monday, January 28, 2013
Missing Hayden today!!
Just another long hard day without my little Boy! Will this PAIN ever go away? I can only sit and think of the wonderful times we shared and pray that God watches over him and heals his little heart.
Why should a mother and child have to suffer this kind of loss? Thousands of family's are going through this and we have nothing to turn to. Who will stop this Legal Kidnapping? Our whole future depends on us to stand up and Fight. I am one person but if all of stand up and say enough and fight against Child Protective Service's and the Laws that help take children from there Family's.I am missing out on my child's life and he has been deprived of his god given right to have his Mother love and provide the care only a Mother can provide. Hayden I love you baby mommy is here waiting for you to come back! I would give everything just to look into your blue eyes and hold u close to me!!!
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Mother FIGHTING for the RELEASE of her BABY!
Today is the first time I have ever blogged! I am hoping that I will reach out to every Family in America exposing the MASS Corruption of Child Protection Service's and the Dependency Court System! For the last 28 months I have been documenting CPS and I am just completely disgusted and very sadden that our Nation has allowed this Government agency to Abuse, rape, sell our babies for profit and DESTROY AMERICAN FAMILY'S!!!!
I am a poor single mother all alone fighting for the Safe release of my 4 year old son Hayden. Everyday that passes is another day that my son is being Abused and neglected . If we don't stand up and FIGHT for our CHILDREN then we as a Nation have completely Failed! This might not be you today but it could be you any day. We as Parent's no longer have any right's to OUR children and that's really scary
Judges, lawyers, Foster Agencies, Rehabilitation Centers, Social Workers and many other Employers depend on the Kidnapping of Child Protective Service's to have job security. This is Government Child Trafficking and our very own baby's are being ripped from their loving family's and put with many different stranger's and there saying that there protecting our baby's from potential risk or harm! This is the most outrageous thing I have ever experienced in my whole life.
This is a huge violation of our Civil and Constitution Right's and Its time for all of us to stand up and fight for JUSTICE. I am a strong woman and I might not be rich but we have GOD and GOD doesn't like UGLY. Hayden will have JUSTICE and so will all the many many other family's that are suffering the loss of your KIDNAPPED child. I will never stop this battle!!! Mommy LOVES you baby boy xoxooxoxo!!! I will be blogging every single day until my child is in my loving arms and SAFE from Child Protective Service's.
If there is anyone that can help me fight in the name of Hayden Contact me at momsagainstcps@gmail.com. The case that I have documented against cps is insane! I on my very own for the past 2 years have filed over 20 Declarations and Many Motions. The Riverside County Corruption is exposed and I have wrote notes on everything in my case an also fought with the Court Clerks because they were ordered by a Judge to not file anything in my case. I would stand there for hours until a Supervisor would come out and ask me If I was threatening him? I would say yes with a Lawsuit if you don't file my Declarations!
I have had 5 Dependency Attorney's because they all have conflicted off my case. My child's Attorney even Conflicted after reading my declarations. One Attorney told the Judge that she didn't want her Bar card to be at RISK or be Civilly Sued so she conflicted. I mean I have put up a really good fight but they have all the POWER! Me I'm just a young single mother that is ALONE fighting AGAINST the Government. I feel like this is all a BAD DREAM and there is just noway that this is okay with The United States of America.
STOP THE KIDNAPPING AND CHILD ABUSE NOW!!!! SAVE OUR BABIES!!!
I am a poor single mother all alone fighting for the Safe release of my 4 year old son Hayden. Everyday that passes is another day that my son is being Abused and neglected . If we don't stand up and FIGHT for our CHILDREN then we as a Nation have completely Failed! This might not be you today but it could be you any day. We as Parent's no longer have any right's to OUR children and that's really scary
Judges, lawyers, Foster Agencies, Rehabilitation Centers, Social Workers and many other Employers depend on the Kidnapping of Child Protective Service's to have job security. This is Government Child Trafficking and our very own baby's are being ripped from their loving family's and put with many different stranger's and there saying that there protecting our baby's from potential risk or harm! This is the most outrageous thing I have ever experienced in my whole life.
This is a huge violation of our Civil and Constitution Right's and Its time for all of us to stand up and fight for JUSTICE. I am a strong woman and I might not be rich but we have GOD and GOD doesn't like UGLY. Hayden will have JUSTICE and so will all the many many other family's that are suffering the loss of your KIDNAPPED child. I will never stop this battle!!! Mommy LOVES you baby boy xoxooxoxo!!! I will be blogging every single day until my child is in my loving arms and SAFE from Child Protective Service's.
If there is anyone that can help me fight in the name of Hayden Contact me at momsagainstcps@gmail.com. The case that I have documented against cps is insane! I on my very own for the past 2 years have filed over 20 Declarations and Many Motions. The Riverside County Corruption is exposed and I have wrote notes on everything in my case an also fought with the Court Clerks because they were ordered by a Judge to not file anything in my case. I would stand there for hours until a Supervisor would come out and ask me If I was threatening him? I would say yes with a Lawsuit if you don't file my Declarations!
I have had 5 Dependency Attorney's because they all have conflicted off my case. My child's Attorney even Conflicted after reading my declarations. One Attorney told the Judge that she didn't want her Bar card to be at RISK or be Civilly Sued so she conflicted. I mean I have put up a really good fight but they have all the POWER! Me I'm just a young single mother that is ALONE fighting AGAINST the Government. I feel like this is all a BAD DREAM and there is just noway that this is okay with The United States of America.
STOP THE KIDNAPPING AND CHILD ABUSE NOW!!!! SAVE OUR BABIES!!!
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