MOMMY WILL ALWAYS BE IN YOUR HEART HAYDEN MICHAEL HICKS!!!!

          




                          You HOLD your children's in your arm's for a SHORT little while


                          But you will HOLD them in your HEART Always and FOREVER







                Hayden Michael Hicks I miss you so much my little love bug! I want to say that I am so very sorry for all the Pain an suffering that you are enduring right now as I write this. Mommy has been trying her best to get you back home safe but CPS has Kidnapped you and they gave you to Josh you new Foster Dad!

             I pray everyday that passes that you are safe and that God keeps you safe and out of harm. I want you to know that I never ever wanted for this to happen and I did everything in my POWER to try to get you back! CPS told me that I wasn't a good Mommy and that I might put you in Danger so they had to take my Parental Right's from me and put you up for Adoption! Understand that CPS made a lot of money off of you and didn't once ever stop and think what was really Best for you.

           You and Me are so Close and every second that your not here with me make's me hurt more then words can describe. I try my best everyday to keep going but it's the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. You are my whole world and I just can't bare to think that I have to live years and years without you and you have to live without your mother. 

           The people that have destroyed you and me will have to answer to GOD for this and I pray that God forgive's them for this act of pure EVIL! God doesn't like ugly just remember that my love bug. I will never stop fighting for you ever. 


             Hayden what has happened isn't your fault my love, you are the best little guy ever and I would give anything to have you next to me. I just want to hold you and look at your big beautiful blue eyes! I miss you little voice, I miss my buddy. Without you here is like my Heart isn't beating anymore. I have a knot in my belly that hasn't gone away since you have been Kidnapped!

           One day Hayden you will find me or I will find you and together we will have JUSTICE. Stay strong keep fighting for me and I promise I will be right here for you no matter what! CPS can never take my love for you away they can only make it stronger. Okay my lover Mommy is so sad and sorry that we can't be together right now but Hayden you live inside my soul and I live inside you soul so we are always together no matter what happens.


       I LOVE YOU BABY BOY!!!!     Jesus Loves You Too